Well girls, thanks for the warm wishes, but unfortunately it wasn't to be. AF arrived dead on time.
this cycle looks to be a loss too. I'm on day 19 and no ovulation has been detected yet, I called my Gyno and asked him to do me a pathology form for CD21 so I can confirm it, but sometimes you just know these things. And I feel there will be no BFP this month. In fact we've hardly BD at all, I'm just at this point where I feel like "Whats the use". I know that sounds terrible. I'm just sick of it. I'm going to demand to my Gyno that he increases my Clomid to 100mgs. I don't want to give up on clomid just yet as last cycle was so perfect! And I feel like I'm still in with a chance on clomid. And if I give up on it then we have to go down paths I don't want to go down just yet. So I'm still hanging on.
I still have over a week to wait for AF to show so I can begin a new cycle. I just want this month over with already.
I have to leave for Sydney for work on Sunday, mothers day of all days? Do I have the boss from hell or what? So I will be spending saturday with Mum, well saturday night because I have to work all of Saturday. (yes, boss from hell). I wish nothing more than to be able to spend the day with her. I was pretty annoyed at the fact that I can't. But oh well, no point in complaining.
I've had about 3 bottles of my favourite wine in the past week or so, Everytime hubby heads to the shops he asks if I want anything and I always pipe up with " A Bottle of Mescato sweetie!" God love him, as he always comes home with it. - oh well, if there will be no baby this month then there will be plenty of Me time!
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Well hopefully you'll get the BFP soon! :)
I hope you enjoy your trip to Sydney, even though you leave on Mother's Day.
Good luck and take care! <3
I just wanted to stop by, I saw that we have been trying for about the same about of time. I would love to talk sometime if you are around! I am almost always on everyday now. I am working out and trying to get my body back since I let myself go to TTC... .now I am taking it back! :)
Hope that this cycle will be yours. :) God Bless YOU!
50mgs of clomid didn't work for me, but the 100mgs did so I hope by upping the dosage you'll get your bfp!! Us, we are moving on to IVF.